I still care, but you won’t be worth it 2021

 I still care, but you won’t be worth it 2021

How do we get to this point? How do we go from love to torture? Where did the man I dreamed of disappearing?

Have you changed or are you just tired of acting?

I don't know the answers to all these questions. I don't know anything, and I don't understand.

All I know is that we could have killed me from the inside, tearing my soul in half.

We have a perfect start, and this is one of the introductory parts of the relationship that convinces you that you have found heaven on earth.

Sadly, somewhere, that heaven slowly became hell.

Before I can grasp what is happening, bad things surpass all good things, and everything I have is a distant memory of happiness that I no longer have, but I hope it will return.

I don't want us to end. More importantly, I do my best to prevent this from happening.

Challenge with your best friend

I have always tried to do better, do more, and work hard for us. When you have nowhere to go, I forgive the unforgivable cry.

I just don't want to give up on us. I don't think I have found the deep place yet, but I have to let you go-to be more precise, you forced me to let you go.

I guess you have never prepared for a relationship. As things get worse, you start to act.

You created a problem where there is no problem. We will fight for every little thing, nothing is without drama.

After all, everything is my fault.

You really know how to tell a story to make it work for you, and I finally apologize for what I didn't do.

I did this deliberately, just to keep the peace, because I have enough war. I'm fed up with petty messes and stupid misunderstandings.

You used to be too jealous and possessive at a certain point, and then acted like I couldn't see it.

You used to cheer me up and bathe me with kindness and love. Before I don't have time to enjoy it, you will shift and do your best to disappoint me and make me feel worthless.

I don't know what you will do or feel. I never know which day is good and which days are bad.

I'm used to it. Contradiction, drama, pain and love are my reality. To some extent, the mess I live in has become normal.

That's how it is, I have always insisted that you can change it back to the original state.

What I did was more than hope. Every time I try more and do my best to make you see what I see and feel for me. Until I can't.

Until I realized that despite my feelings, you are still not the right person for me.

Love shouldn't be so troublesome. Love should not be so much pain and suffering.

Love should not only go all out on one side while the other side does its best.

Love is to overcome difficulties. Never thought this was a never-ending big problem. It's never been so sad.

Despite anything, I can't believe I would say that...I still care about you, but it doesn't mean I want you to come back.

After going through everything, you are still a part of me-part of my thoughts, wishes and regrets.

I still cherish those moments of joy and love that make you spend an unforgettable time.

I think it may take a long time to make me cold...no more hurt...before caring about you...before I don't want things to be different...

But did you know? No matter how long it takes, you can also work hard for your own life.

The important thing is that I got rid of you, I got rid of your poison, so that you are no longer a part of my life.

The important thing is that I finally know that you are no longer worth it. You are not worthy of me.


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